WHY.WHY.WHY.WHY
I dont understand.
I'm sitting here at 1:13 contemplating why I even try anymore. I know that sounds super deep, but do you ever just put all your effort into something, care about someone so much and then get let down?
I think every girl has experienced it and let me tell ya ..IT SUCKS.
BOYS GET IT TOGETHER. AINT NOBODY GOT TIME FOR DIS.
I usually don't rant about this sort of stuff, but sometimes enough is just enough.
But when will I be enough?
I don't think I even want/can do this much longer because what else do I have to give when I put myself out there and get nothing in return. It's like I'm waiting for change, but I even know...nothing will change.
I guess us girls try to convince ourselves that "things get better with time" and who is to say this isn't true. But I defiantly think we give more than we get...if that makes any sense?
I've learned many things over the past couple months and the biggest thing I've learned is you can't change yourself to make others happy. Always stay true to who you are no matter how tough it is.
This is just a bump in the rode, we all go through it...I just wish I had stopped it before it got out of control.
Whatcha gonna do though, right?
Like my mom always says "tomorrow's a new day."
Can't let little things tear you down.
Sleep tight everyone.
Don't forget your smile:)
xoxo
-Ali
